Day 10 Week 2

Day 10 Week 2: I didn't really want to go to school today. I ended up going. At around 4 I heard my dad leave for work. I wondered why he didn't wake me up. He was supposed to because my mom was somewhere else. She was in Panama and was going to my grandpa's funeral. I woke up at 5 and heard the phone ring. I hang some feeling that it would be dad. He always does things in a different way. When I answered he said go to school and wake your brother up at 6. I did so. At 5:30 Amber,my sister, woke up and talked to me and we talked till 6. At 6 I really had to get ready. My brother had a alarm and woke up by himself. At 6:20 I checked my Facebook and went to the bus stop. My sister drove me. I was on the bus and talked to London. We didn't talk much. She was listening to her ipod. At school I got a couple people asking where I was and I told them about the bad news. I got some hugs and just went on. I still can't get over how ironic his death was. A day I have been looking forward to for months now and a relative dies. Although I never knew him well I knew he was someone I cared a lot about. I saw Emily when I was sitting down. She sat next to me. We talked for a while and when the bell rang we walked. I nearly cried. I felt sad and thought about my mother. She would be gone for a week. Today she would be at her father's funeral burring her father. That is sad. I was sad. At first period I sat down and worked on my blog. This blog I am doing now. I was think about my grandpa and my family. Second period I went to the computer lab and just sat there and listened to music. I felt to lazy to do anything. Third period I did a stupid worksheet. The rest of the day until the last two periods I had to myself. I could do whatever I wanted. My last to periods I went to the library and took a test. I was stressed out and tired. I came home played some video games and was happy that tomorrow who finally be Friday. At 6:00pm I went to the gym. I was there until 7:15. When I was there me and my brother had one of our famous underwater fights. Nobody really got hurt so it wasn't a big deal if I punched Scott,my brother, in the face. I arrived home at 8:00. At that time I made pizza for dinner and watched Family Guy. I went to bed at 9:30pm. I went to bed more troubled then ever. Times like these prove how strong and resilient I can be.

Day 9 Week 2

I normally forget my dreams. Last night I had a dream I was at Logan Airport,the airport I was going to go tomorrow. In the dream I wanted to go to the funeral for my grandpa to say good bye. Sadly I could not go and made my mom late for her flight. She said to me in the dream "Jon what will you do with your life?" I didn't answer and woke up. It was around 7 when I woke up. I knew I wouldn't go to school today. I got on my computer and played games for a while and thought of my grandpa a lot. I saw the dark knight rises again and thought of him a lot. At 10 we traveled to Boston to get my mother on a plane to New Jersey. When she arrived in New Jersey she would go straight to Panama. We arrived at the airport at 11 and left at around noon. I almost cried but I decided not to. I was done crying. My mother would be gone for one week. The next day should would be at her father's funeral burying her father. I wish I could go. I wrote a letter that my mother would read there. My brother drew a picture. No offense but I thought drawing a picture is stupid. IT IS A FUNERAL! NOBODY GIVES A DAMN ABOUT SOME PICTURE! I expected my brother to know better. He was 13 years old. What would they do with it hang it on the fridge. When we left the airport I remembered the last time I went to Panama. I was in the 8th grade. It was amazing. I went there and it was heaven. I loved that airport. Once I arrived home I played on my computer. I played video games and checked my facebook a couple times. At the end of the day I remember I had school. School would be tough but I would live. I remembered it could be worse.

Day 8 Week 2

Day 8 Week 2: This morning I was stuck in a dream. In the dream I was walking around Alvirne. When I was about to wake up I heard someone in the dream say "What will you do with your life?" My mom was actually calling my name to wake me up. I had a good breakfast and I remembered something important would be going on today. The Dark Knight Rises would be on dvd today. The Dark Knight Rises is the best movie I have seen this year. I have seen it 3 times. What a awesome movie! I was in such a good mood I brought my laptop to school. I remembered that I might stay after school today because the first meeting for journalism club was today. I am not sure if it was today or tomorrow. Well luckily once I arrived on the bus I got to sit next to my best friend London. She isn't always on the bus. She told me about the new iPhone she had gotten last night. Once I arrived at school I used my laptop in the cafeteria and went to class when the bell rang. Today was going by fast and I was in a good mood. I was looking forward for today. I haven't had a day like this in forever. First period I continued working on my blog. I later worked on my wikki page. I decided to write about grudge bands of the 90's. I am writing about bands like Nirvana, Pearl Jam,etc. Second period I continued watching the movie The Great Debaters. I honestly find the movie kind of boring. Luckily we are near the end of that movie. Third period I was working with Serena. My friend I talk to in the library. She is a great partner and I always enjoy her company. I don't think I can ever imagine myself angry at her. I feel that way because she is one of those people who haven't really have the wrong idea of me. I had a good time. My study period I was in a excellent mood. I guess people like Serena put me in a good mood. I believe that the people at my school define it and make it how it is. Good or bad I have a good week. If I do not have a good week I am stressed out of get annoyed by people. I try not to get angry at people because I do my best to accept people for who they are. Judging somebody because of their clothes and their looks is kind of cold. Sadly that happens a lot at Alvirne. In my study I listened to music and was on my laptop. I mainly listened to The Smashing Punkins and Nirvana. My period after I went to the library. I had fun and talked to Serena and her two other friends. One of them was Brian and the other one was some kid I didn't know. We had fun and laughed at the most random things. My 20minute lunch went by fast. I remember eating and talking. I had Doritos for lunch. It wasn't really a good lunch but I was satisfied. My final study period I unfortunately couldn't go to the library. Well at least the study teacher allowed me to go on my computer. In around 2 hours I would be out of school. That would be great news! I could rent or maybe buy The Dark Knight Rises. I was so excited! When I came home from my long day I relaxed and listened to music. At 3:45pm millions of miles away a man died. That man was Luis Eduardo Martinez. That old man was my grandpa. When I heard the news I could feel anything. My shock destroyed my day. My mother would go to where he died. That place was Panama. I have been there 3 times in my life. What a beautiful place. I wish I could go again to say goodbye. I guess the his end was near. We all predicted his death. He was in pain in suffering. I hope now he is better.

Day 7 Week 2

Day 7 Week 2:  I honestly can't stand my mother saying "Jon time to get up and get ready for school." Well at least it is better than a alarm clock. I had to oranges and a bannana for breakfast. I know not the big and best breakfast you would expect a 16 year old to have. I made my way onto the bus on time for once. I rested and remember wishing that I don't want to sit next to anybody. It is not that I had anybody it is just I am too tired to get into a conversation. I ended up sitting next to this girl who likes me. It was a awkward bus ride. Immediately once she sat down she started asking me questions. I just stayed calm and answered them. I didn't want to be a cold person and say "Dude just shut up it is 6:30." I couldn't wait to get off the bus. When I was at school at talked to a friend of mine I hadn't talked to in a couple days. It was Emily. All we did was just mess around on her iPad. Wow what a intresting little device. First period I checked the weather and was a little disappointed. It wouldn't snow for the next 10 days. I expected more and more snow. I really hoped it would snow soon. I wanted to hit my brother with a snow ball like I did on Saturday. Well that period I worked a bit on my blog and a bit on my wikki. My teacher didn't seem so good. I think he is getting the flu. At the end of that period I went to Expository Writing. I saw a movie called "the great debaters." It isn't that bad. The period after ,American History, we just worked in the text book. It was boring but oh well. At least my hard work would show in the progress reports coming next wednesday. In study I sat and worked on the computer. I was looking forward to going to lunch. I was starving. In my lunch I packed popcorn,chips,and a soda. It is a okay lunch. The rest of the day wasn't too bad. Once I arrived at my house I played video games and went to bed.

Day 4, 5, 6.

Day 4,5,6: When people are in deep sleep they hate being waken up by someone calling their name. This morning my mom woke me up. I hate waking up to hear her calling me. I was having a good dream. I feel that better would have a better sleep it they had to wake up at around 7:30 for school. I don't mind going to school that much but I absolutely hate the waking up part. I at least had a okay breakfast. I justed hated feeling rush. My mornings reminded me of a race to the bus. Who would get to the bus stop first me or my arch nemisis the bus driver. Well I luckily won today and beat the bus driver. On the bus I usually sit quietly and wish today was over and think of how many hours I have. I had around 8 hours and 23 minutes till I would be at home. It was good that it was finally Friday. The only thing I can say I hated about Friday was that on Sunday I would wish I would rather be at school. The school day suprisingly went by fast and I remember going on the bus then arriving home. Well I guess my luck has been turning. I was asleep by 9:00pm. The weekend was good. On Saturday it snowed which was fun. That day I went to the gym and decided to go swimming with my little brother Scott. My brother and I were having one of our activities called"under water fights." The name of it pretty much explains everything. We wouuld fight eachother under water and throw punches, kicks, etc. It was fun because nobody ever got hurt. The worst that would happen is one of us would accidently swim into something andd get hit. Well the gym I go to isn't so bad. They have a basketball court, yoga classes, pool, a steam room, a track, and a working out area. Well on Sunday I pretty much relaxed and was thinking a lot about Christmas coming. Soon I would get the game I have wanted to get for months. The game was "Assassins Creed 3." Chances are that you have seen the commercials on t.v. I was a little worried about getting the game. I play pc games and I have to make a test to see if the game can run on my computer. The test said it could not. The good thing is that there are a lot of games that I have that can't run on my computer because I don't have the requirements. I would turn down the quality and it runs and works fine. If I kept the high quality then the game work be slow or lag. The bad thing is I don't think I would be able to turn down the quality on the game. I have been doing research so I don't end up getting a game that I regret getting. My father told me if he bought it on Amazon he would not return it. I feel that it is best if I bought online so the price is a little cheaper. The price at Walmart, Gamestop, and Best Buy is 60 dollars. On Amazon it is 40 dollars. That is not bad for a game that got a "Game of the year." This game came out 2 months ago and 40 dollars isn't that bad compared to what it could cost. Well I was luckily able to go to bed at 9:30pm. I was able to stay up a little later because there was a new Family Guy episode. It was a funny episode. I have been a big Family Guy fan since I was in the 6th grade. Well when I went to bed and just said to myself "Oh, crap tomorrow is Monday."

Day 3:

Day 3: Today I woke up feeling in a good mood. Luckily last night my mom was able to get me a pair of trial contact lenses and place a order for my next box of contact lenses to come. I had a good breakfast and was in a way better mood than I was yesterday. I had a good breakfast and decided to make my day better by doing things for myself. Yesterday the guidance consular said I should try to do more things to make me happy. I decided to get coffee and bring my laptop to school. Those things seemed to make my day interesting and fun. I have decided to try new things in my life. This morning I talked to a group of friends I usually don't talk to as much. We talked about the most random but amusing things. We had a great time which seemed like something I would like to do. I would like to hang out with them sometime at the mall or something. Normally when I go to the mall I walk around, joke around, and go home. The majority of the time I go to the mall I have fun. If I go with my parents or siblings I don't have as much fun. I feel limited of the stuff I can do. The only sibling I feel I can hang out with is my sister Amber. She is more fun to hang out with because she is older and doesn't feel like she has to babysit me when we hang out. She is probably the sibling and the person I get along with most in my house. We have so much and common and we are almost like best friends. We have been best friends since I was 14. Before I was 14 we were just your average siblings that argue a lot. Well second period I worked on advertisements with was kind of boring and lame. Third period I had some fun. We discussed where the game monopoly came from and what the word monopoly means. We learned terms that had to do with economics. That period I felt very generous but a little mean. At one moment when we were reading and I had to read I said "You know what can I read the rest. Sorry I hate when people stutter." It was a rude and arrogant statement but it surprised me how some people found it amusing. Other people found it offensive. I feel that the people who thought it was offensive can't really ever laugh at themselves. I was only joking. My study period ,the period after, I relaxed and messed around on my computer. The computers there were bad. It was like someone went on some bad websites or something. The teachers always let the students play games on the computer and I think that is why. The period before lunch I talked with my friend Serena I have been mentioning and a new friend Brian. We talked about the most random but the most intresting stuff. When I went to lunch I decided to just try to pass through the rest of the day. It went by fast and I found myself at home resting on my computer. Near the end of the day around 5:30 my mom came home. She had come home and said she got paid. We went to Mcdonalds, Marshall's, and Barnes and Nobles. I had some fun and at the same time a bad time. I liked walking around but I thought it was unfair that m little brother could get something he wanted and I couldn't. I wanted a biography on Nirvana. Well I came home in a bad mood and just relaxed on my computer for the rest of the day and went to bed.

Day 2

Day 2: Last night I went to bed a found myself waking up 2 times. I felt tired but ended up waking up. My sleep was okay but in the morning I was tired. When I woke I had my usual breakfast and didn't get in a arguement with my mom. I am very happy about that because I love my mother deeply and hate getting in arguements. Once I was in the bathroom putting on my clothes and putting on my contacts I remembered I had none. Wow that stinks. So now I have to wait 3 days to get a new order. For the next 3 days I will be blind. I don't have glasses anymore. Well once I arrived on the bus to school I sat with my best friend London. I have known her for around a year. She believes I have known her for 2 years but I am happy that I am her friend. The only thing I can say I don't like about her is how narrow minded she can be but I try not to get in the way. Once I arrived at school at met up with my other best friend Emily. Emily is very kind but unfortunately she doesn't try that hard in school. I do my best to not say anything and be a cold person. Although I sometimes feel that I am a cold person mainly due to some random comments I say. Well I hadn't seen Emily in days so I felt we had to catch up a bit. She told me about how her job at "Burger King" has been. She hates her job there mainly due to some of customers. She told me one day about how some kid from our school came in and poured ketchup on all the chairs. Well that is sort of funny but also kind of crappy to do to somebody. She had to clean it up and found herself sick of her job. I guess if I were in her shoes I would feel the same way. The bell had rang and she walked me to my class and we said our goodbye's and went to first period. I was in my I.C.T. class. This class is a computer class it is sort of fun and could be easy. Sadly I have failed the class 2 times and have had to take it again. Well both those times I had a lot of trouble but luckily this year I am on the right page and am doing a good job. Well I found myself thinking about music a lot. I was thinking about different generes of music and different musicians. I mainly thought and questioned why some musicians are famous. Like Beyonce, Rhianna, etc. I honestly never really understood why because all there music has the most pointless lyrics. A lot of those artists have numerous amount of writers who help them write their music. In my opinion that isn't a real musician. I believe to be a musician you have to be somewhat a poet. A great example of one is the band "Nirvana." Although they don't really exist anymore because the lead singer Kurt Cobain shot himself they still were good. His lyrics were amazing and that is one of the reasons why they are my favorite band. I feel that if they were still a band today they would change the world. People were in love with them but at the same time people hated them. It was sort of how people think of Justin Bieber. Well not as many people hated "Nirvana." My favorite song by them is probably "All Apoligizes." The song is really intresting and always makes me listen to it more. Well my second period we talked about advertizing. I don't exacly know why I guess it was for a assignment. I ended up getting in a arguement with some girl because I asked a question. I got angry and just went to guidance. I guess my promblem was I am so sarcastic, immature, and vulnerable. I am so sarcatic and always find myself doing the dumbest stuff for no apparent reason. I hate that bout myself and I guess that's why my father looks at me like a slacker and a trouble maker. He is always telling me to grow up. In guidance I talked about that. When I went to third period I was a little late but was in a better mood and was happy I could talk to someone. I was a little excited because later I could talk to my friend Serena I mentioned in my last post. She is very open to talk to. Well I had lunch after and for pretty much the rest of the day I relaxed and went to bed.