Day 3:

Day 3: Today I woke up feeling in a good mood. Luckily last night my mom was able to get me a pair of trial contact lenses and place a order for my next box of contact lenses to come. I had a good breakfast and was in a way better mood than I was yesterday. I had a good breakfast and decided to make my day better by doing things for myself. Yesterday the guidance consular said I should try to do more things to make me happy. I decided to get coffee and bring my laptop to school. Those things seemed to make my day interesting and fun. I have decided to try new things in my life. This morning I talked to a group of friends I usually don't talk to as much. We talked about the most random but amusing things. We had a great time which seemed like something I would like to do. I would like to hang out with them sometime at the mall or something. Normally when I go to the mall I walk around, joke around, and go home. The majority of the time I go to the mall I have fun. If I go with my parents or siblings I don't have as much fun. I feel limited of the stuff I can do. The only sibling I feel I can hang out with is my sister Amber. She is more fun to hang out with because she is older and doesn't feel like she has to babysit me when we hang out. She is probably the sibling and the person I get along with most in my house. We have so much and common and we are almost like best friends. We have been best friends since I was 14. Before I was 14 we were just your average siblings that argue a lot. Well second period I worked on advertisements with was kind of boring and lame. Third period I had some fun. We discussed where the game monopoly came from and what the word monopoly means. We learned terms that had to do with economics. That period I felt very generous but a little mean. At one moment when we were reading and I had to read I said "You know what can I read the rest. Sorry I hate when people stutter." It was a rude and arrogant statement but it surprised me how some people found it amusing. Other people found it offensive. I feel that the people who thought it was offensive can't really ever laugh at themselves. I was only joking. My study period ,the period after, I relaxed and messed around on my computer. The computers there were bad. It was like someone went on some bad websites or something. The teachers always let the students play games on the computer and I think that is why. The period before lunch I talked with my friend Serena I have been mentioning and a new friend Brian. We talked about the most random but the most intresting stuff. When I went to lunch I decided to just try to pass through the rest of the day. It went by fast and I found myself at home resting on my computer. Near the end of the day around 5:30 my mom came home. She had come home and said she got paid. We went to Mcdonalds, Marshall's, and Barnes and Nobles. I had some fun and at the same time a bad time. I liked walking around but I thought it was unfair that m little brother could get something he wanted and I couldn't. I wanted a biography on Nirvana. Well I came home in a bad mood and just relaxed on my computer for the rest of the day and went to bed.

Day 2

Day 2: Last night I went to bed a found myself waking up 2 times. I felt tired but ended up waking up. My sleep was okay but in the morning I was tired. When I woke I had my usual breakfast and didn't get in a arguement with my mom. I am very happy about that because I love my mother deeply and hate getting in arguements. Once I was in the bathroom putting on my clothes and putting on my contacts I remembered I had none. Wow that stinks. So now I have to wait 3 days to get a new order. For the next 3 days I will be blind. I don't have glasses anymore. Well once I arrived on the bus to school I sat with my best friend London. I have known her for around a year. She believes I have known her for 2 years but I am happy that I am her friend. The only thing I can say I don't like about her is how narrow minded she can be but I try not to get in the way. Once I arrived at school at met up with my other best friend Emily. Emily is very kind but unfortunately she doesn't try that hard in school. I do my best to not say anything and be a cold person. Although I sometimes feel that I am a cold person mainly due to some random comments I say. Well I hadn't seen Emily in days so I felt we had to catch up a bit. She told me about how her job at "Burger King" has been. She hates her job there mainly due to some of customers. She told me one day about how some kid from our school came in and poured ketchup on all the chairs. Well that is sort of funny but also kind of crappy to do to somebody. She had to clean it up and found herself sick of her job. I guess if I were in her shoes I would feel the same way. The bell had rang and she walked me to my class and we said our goodbye's and went to first period. I was in my I.C.T. class. This class is a computer class it is sort of fun and could be easy. Sadly I have failed the class 2 times and have had to take it again. Well both those times I had a lot of trouble but luckily this year I am on the right page and am doing a good job. Well I found myself thinking about music a lot. I was thinking about different generes of music and different musicians. I mainly thought and questioned why some musicians are famous. Like Beyonce, Rhianna, etc. I honestly never really understood why because all there music has the most pointless lyrics. A lot of those artists have numerous amount of writers who help them write their music. In my opinion that isn't a real musician. I believe to be a musician you have to be somewhat a poet. A great example of one is the band "Nirvana." Although they don't really exist anymore because the lead singer Kurt Cobain shot himself they still were good. His lyrics were amazing and that is one of the reasons why they are my favorite band. I feel that if they were still a band today they would change the world. People were in love with them but at the same time people hated them. It was sort of how people think of Justin Bieber. Well not as many people hated "Nirvana." My favorite song by them is probably "All Apoligizes." The song is really intresting and always makes me listen to it more. Well my second period we talked about advertizing. I don't exacly know why I guess it was for a assignment. I ended up getting in a arguement with some girl because I asked a question. I got angry and just went to guidance. I guess my promblem was I am so sarcastic, immature, and vulnerable. I am so sarcatic and always find myself doing the dumbest stuff for no apparent reason. I hate that bout myself and I guess that's why my father looks at me like a slacker and a trouble maker. He is always telling me to grow up. In guidance I talked about that. When I went to third period I was a little late but was in a better mood and was happy I could talk to someone. I was a little excited because later I could talk to my friend Serena I mentioned in my last post. She is very open to talk to. Well I had lunch after and for pretty much the rest of the day I relaxed and went to bed.

Day 1

Day 1: Today I woke up in a okay mood. I got in a dumb arguement with my mom. It was because there were no more cerial bowls. It is pretty stupid. My mom has always loved me but annoyed me at times. I came to school a little upset and tired. I am honestly tired of the same things in my life. I hate going to school always wanting a girlfriend. It is so depressing seeing couples everywhere I go. It seems I am always stuck in the "Friend Zone." Well at least first period was some fun we are working on a blog. In second period we were debating on these random questions. We were in expository class. The class is okay but some people are just very annoying but I do my best to accept them and let them do what they want. It was an okay class period. Some of the responses and opinions on those questions were intresting. Third period I was learning about America and how oil and steel mills were made. It was intresting at times but very dull at other times. That class is called American History. My teacher is pretty nice and easy to get along with. Well the class went by sort of fast. My fourth period class is a directed studies class. The teachers in there help you with your homework and help you pull your grades up. My first time in directed studies I felt as smart as a retarted monkey. To me the class was a class for dumb kids who had a bad attitude towards school. Well that is still sort of true. Some of the kids in the class are really behind and deserve to be in there.Well the period after that I went to the library and had a intresting convesation with my friend Serena. She talked about her struggles with a condition she had. It just so happened that I have the same one. Serena is a intresting girl with a intresting story. I can talk to her all day. Well after that I had lunch. Lunch was okay and normal. Well the last periods were somewhat okay but made me tired. By the time I arrived home I did my homework and went to bed by 5:30. Well what I day.